A 'Pepatah Melayu" - Bagai Telur Di Hujung Tanduk

The Malay proverb " Bagai Telur Di Hujung Tanduk". Is referring Like Dilemma.  

That any time the egg will drop down and broken without any signal or warning. No guarantee at all. The feeling of worry, scared, sad always around me. Can't do nothing at all. Waiting and waiting until no time line. 

Hope the miracle will happen. Pray to God that everything will be ok. 

Quote of the Day 1

“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.” Gloria Naylor

My Blogs Turn To TEDTRILOGY

Finding No more...!

Bored with Tittle..

Dont want a normal word. 

Imagine .. Find and Find...

At Last I Found...

Where My Demon hides...

💙💜💜 Love is in the air...

I find some1 that are very nice person, good looking and cute... 

I miss him when he not around. 

I dont want to hurt him. 

What I'm doing now is waiting.. Waiting... And waiting... 

I love him so much... 

You are my soulmate.. 

A flight crew

Last time I was dreaming to become a flight crew. Of course a stewardess.. 

 

But when I fly back to back. In single return day or not. I'm getting tired and I have an ears pain. 

 

I think I make a right choose, even I already go to the Interview and have a good result. 

Event the view up there are heavenly beautiful. High high in the sky.. 

 Its a plane... 

     

A flight plane writer..

I'm writing this while I'm in the MAS plane fly back to Kuala Lumpur. It amazed to know that this is first time  I'm writing a blog in the flight plane. High from the ground. Its sound nice and enjoy. 

But sadly my feeling now not in a good condition. I missing someone badly. Really bad. Well its not easy to encounter this. I feel bad for my self. I feel sorry for my self.. I was let my self fly with my feeling.. Fly to the destination that no end. The destination that i also don't know what will waiting me there. 

To announce here, I cant. 

To tell anyone here, I cant.

To let someone know, I cant.

To story to someone here, I cant. 

I really cant. 

I don't know how..? 

I don't know why..?

I just wish that I can tell to someone. 

To someone. 

You are my soulmate now.. You are my life now. You are my heart now. And you are my love one now. 

I miss you badly. 

Its hard to tell, the only thing that i can do now is writing. 

I wish that I can turn back the time. Its possible...

I wish that I can skip the time. And jump forward to a new since.. 

Its possible... I don't have a remote control. 

I just wish that I can sleep now... Then when I wake up, the new things begin, delete the memory and open a new book. 

If this really can happen, I will do anything to make this happen. 

I pray to God... Please gift some heaven in my heart... 

Good Morning, Kuching Sarawak.

As here is early 1 hour.  6:30 the sunrise.
All jobs done.
I miss my Ketiak Man.