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Thursday, 26 December 2013

Santa miss my Present... waaaaaaa


Ok.. Time to sleep now..

Santa already miss my present again...
Why u not with me now.? I already Ask santa, that all I want for christmas is You...

Strange Phenomenon, The Sign Of Tsunami - Fish - Lahad Datu, Sabah

A strange phenomenon was happen yesterday on 24 december 2013, around 9.00 am when some people in Pulau Tambisan, lahad Datu, Sabah aware of the presence thousands of fish on the beach. 

Its reminded us about 9 years ago, when Tsunami in Aceh, 26 December 2004. The same thing happen before the event. This phenomenon has attracted many people approaching the coast until December 26, 2004 when the tsunami comes and swept beach.

The Video of this strange phenomenon was in the YOUTUBE. Its recorded by someone that was in that area on the event. Many Media already post about this news.

There are some people claim, this strange occurrence may be a sign "something" will happen in the near future. According to Meteorological Department sources, the phenomenon is the first time occurrence in the area and denied an impending tsunami.

However, the government will monitor the situation and advised the public not to panic as there is no indication of when this tsunami is detected.

On 23 December 2013, the department confirmed the earthquake measuring 5.7 on the Richter scale  happen at Mariana Islands on 5:12 pm, based in northeast Tagum, Philippines, about 2,842 kilometers from northeast Kinabatangan, Sabah.

So, this phenomenon cause because of the earthquake hit Mariana Islands? 

Pray to Allah, that nothing will happen. Hope everything gonna be ok. To all people please be aware and don't do any sea activity. 

Wednesday Blog 62 - Merry Xmas


Merry Christmas Ho Ho Ho



Monday, 23 December 2013

A 'Pepatah Melayu" - Bagai Telur Di Hujung Tanduk



The Malay proverb " Bagai Telur Di Hujung Tanduk". Is referring Like Dilemma.  

That any time the egg will drop down and broken without any signal or warning. No guarantee at all. The feeling of worry, scared, sad always around me. Can't do nothing at all. Waiting and waiting until no time line. 

Hope the miracle will happen. Pray to God that everything will be ok. 

Sunday, 22 December 2013

Quote of the Day 1


“Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time to let go and allow people to hurl themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when it's all over.” Gloria Naylor

My Blogs Turn To TEDTRILOGY

Finding No more...!
Bored with Tittle..
Dont want a normal word. 

Imagine .. Find and Find...
At Last I Found...

Where My Demon hides...

Tuesday, 3 December 2013

💙💜💜 Love is in the air...

I find some1 that are very nice person, good looking and cute... 
I miss him when he not around. 
I dont want to hurt him. 
What I'm doing now is waiting.. Waiting... And waiting... 
I love him so much... 
You are my soulmate.. 

Monday, 4 November 2013

A flight crew

Last time I was dreaming to become a flight crew. Of course a stewardess.. 

 
But when I fly back to back. In single return day or not. I'm getting tired and I have an ears pain. 

 
I think I make a right choose, even I already go to the Interview and have a good result. 

Event the view up there are heavenly beautiful. High high in the sky.. 

 Its a plane... 
     

A flight plane writer..

I'm writing this while I'm in the MAS plane fly back to Kuala Lumpur. It amazed to know that this is first time  I'm writing a blog in the flight plane. High from the ground. Its sound nice and enjoy. 

But sadly my feeling now not in a good condition. I missing someone badly. Really bad. Well its not easy to encounter this. I feel bad for my self. I feel sorry for my self.. I was let my self fly with my feeling.. Fly to the destination that no end. The destination that i also don't know what will waiting me there. 

To announce here, I cant. 
To tell anyone here, I cant.
To let someone know, I cant.
To story to someone here, I cant. 
I really cant. 
I don't know how..? 
I don't know why..?
I just wish that I can tell to someone. 

To someone. 
You are my soulmate now.. You are my life now. You are my heart now. And you are my love one now. 
I miss you badly. 

Its hard to tell, the only thing that i can do now is writing. 

I wish that I can turn back the time. Its possible...

I wish that I can skip the time. And jump forward to a new since.. 
Its possible... I don't have a remote control. 

I just wish that I can sleep now... Then when I wake up, the new things begin, delete the memory and open a new book. 

If this really can happen, I will do anything to make this happen. 

I pray to God... Please gift some heaven in my heart... 

Sunday, 3 November 2013

Good Morning, Kuching Sarawak.

As here is early 1 hour.  6:30 the sunrise.
All jobs done.
I miss my Ketiak Man.

Tuesday, 15 October 2013

Today words

A writing is not easy,
A smiling is just an appearance.
Deep in this heart who knows?
 to make a decisions is the hardest.
can't think now.

Salam Aidiladha..

Happy Aidiladha..
Sacrifice in progress... :)

Thursday, 3 October 2013

When I see You

I smile,
My Heart smile,
My feelings good,
I'm Happy,
I feel free..
I feel good...
I fell nice
My mind full with peace..
Flower in the garden.

Wednesday, 18 September 2013

Good Morning again Kelantan

Food are seriusly delicious here when we have a rice lunch at morning time..... Stomuch full .
Nasi Dagang for breakfast., Nasi kerabu for lunch and Dinner Tomyum Rusa... 
Tempting....

Monday, 16 September 2013

Selamat Hari Malaysia....

Happy Malaysia Day everyone...
Thanks To everybody that still make our Malaysia peace and full with happiness...

Mission 1 - To Find a 'Buah Mentega'

Verry long time didnt saw this fruit.
Its called Buah Mentega. Last time i have the tree at my hometown.
My childhood, thats is the fruit that I love it so much.
After the tree die, I was looking around and finding around for this fruit.
Cant even saw the leaf.

Until this morning, I accidently saw it at Pasar Siti Khadijah, Kelantan.
From far I know that is 'Buah Mentega'.
Sadly I go for having my breakfast first and want to come back after finish. And sadly also I cant find it anymore....
Waaaaaaa.... Frust..! FRUST...,!

SAD... SAD.... SAD....

Saturday, 7 September 2013

How If... ? My Black Hair Change To Purple...?

Ever dream to colour your hair.? No, I like black.. 

Na... ! Na...! Na...! 
Lets try colour my hair become purple.. 
Or.... 
How about blonde? 
Green? Red?
.... 
Hemmm... Ok I will try to volour my hair. 
Lets see.. !

Friday, 6 September 2013

Missing in the Darkness... Part 2

Andai saja kau masih sendiri
Ku akan jadi bagian hidupmu
Karena aku pun kini sendiri
Sendiri
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.Net
Yang sesungguhnya kau telah berdua
Bahagia dengan dirinya
Aku hanya bisa bersedih
Bersedih

Andai saja aku jadi milikmu
Andai saja kau pun mencintaiku
Ku kan akhiri kesendirianku
Ini

Yang sesungguhnya kau telah berdua
Bahagia dengan dirinya
Aku hanya bisa bersedih
Bersedih

Andai saja aku jadi milikmu
Andai saja kau pun mencintaiku
Ku kan akhiri kesendirianku
Ini

Andai saja kamu putus dengannya
Andai saja kau akhiri dengannya
Ku kan gantikan dirinya untukmu
Jadi kekasihmu

Andai saja aku masih sendiri
Andai saja aku mencintaimu
Ku kan gantikan dirinya untukmu
Jadi kekasihmu

The song lyrics from Anima Band title Andai Saja,  This is Killer song that I'm willing to give to him, Its so meaning to me. I wish to have him in my arm, 
I wish to hold him,
 I wish to stay beside him.

But I know this is the impossible things to happen. Its really miracle if happen to me. Maybe in fantasy not a reality.
And if its happen, there will a bunch of problem, matter and risk will come. Always coming to me from many side, 
People will say without seeing,
People will judge without knowing anything..
People only know that I'm the Mistakes, without knowing that the true of the situations.
People will continue treating without any bored feeling..
People is ...
People ...

Thursday, 5 September 2013

Loving in the Darkness..

I'm trying to carry my heart away and away...
But I cant...
Its stuck at the middle of feeling and belief..
My feeling is LOVE...
My belief is SUFFER...

I trust my feeling but I scared of my belief..
Its gonna killing me..

LOVE, 
Can't you stay away... 

LOVE,
Cant you disappear from my world.?

I LOVE YOU, 
My belief, Please go away..
Left me with my feeling here. 

My feeling,
Please become my mate in any situations. 

Missing in the darkness... Part 1


Kasih...

Kasih bila air mata
Jatuh berderai membasah pipi
Katakanlah padaku
Sebelum mengering
Ku hapus lukamu


Kasih janganlah bersedih
Bila impian tak seindah kenyataan
cinta tak kan terwujud, dengan air mata
Tanpa pengorbanan

Dan biarlah cinta kasih kita
Bersemi sepanjang hari
Secerah matahari yang bersinar
Hidup pun akan terasa lebih hidup

Song lyrics from Amy Mastura was in mind just now... I realized that the happiest we have the suffer we get... What we need is SACRIFICE to stay in that line happily ever after forever and ever. With sacrifice only you can stay calm and stand at your position without any wind, rain and flood. 

Its a fate? 

No, because we can change what we need tomorrow, get your heart to get it and action to do it. Don't ever only stay in your position now because someday you will left behind what you carry now. 

Then only you realized that yesterday its just a memory, Today is reality and tomorrow is fantasy.

Thursday, 29 August 2013

Local food - Nasi Dagang

Well, its nice to taste the food. Local food.
I love nasi dagang so much. So delicious.
It's match with a gulai tongkol fish.
Nice delicious milky and creamy sup.




Sunday, 25 August 2013

I am Me ...

I'd 
rather 
depend on 
myself.

Only then 
will 
not feel 
hurt,
or 
cherish 
any hope.

Tuesday, 13 August 2013

The 'Hujan Meteor' VS 'Hujan Air'.

Perseid Meteor shower phenomenon of the constellation Perseus is expected to be seen in the air space tonight until dawn on tomorow.

Head of Space Science Research Unit, National Space Agency (Angkasa) MHD Fairos Asillam said Perseid meteor shower of the most attractive because of its light bright and can be seen with the naked eye in the open place.

"Meteor shower occurs when the Earth crosses the comet's path and cause this comet dust burns when entering the earth's atmosphere.

"For the Perseid meteor shower, it happens because the earth crosses the path of the comet Swift-Tuttle nucleus has a diameter of about 26 kilometers," he said in a statement.

He said that when the comet was closer to the sun, it also crosses the Earth's orbit and leave the comet dust along the way.

"Dust-dust ones who will enter the Earth's atmosphere and produce showers of meteors can be seen with the naked eye," he said.

He said the best time saw the meteor shower is after moonset from 11pm. - Bernama, August 11, 2013.

So tonight, I was stand in the darkness to watch the Perseid Meteor shower, Patiently waiting until 1 am, but sadly i saw nothing and at the end a water shower appear. Its raining...  :)


Friday, 9 August 2013

Happy Eid Mubarak

Aidilfitri in two days. With all food yummy and delicious, With all family, cousin and friends make my Aidilfitri was amazing, happiness and joyfull. A great moment to remember and memories.

Once a year we all coming back to hometown @ grand mother house, celebrating Aidilfitri. All family meeting evetyone with happiness after a year never meet because of working and busy with all activity. Now is the time to meet, greeting and chating. Because after Eid all will come back to work as usual.

Just hope next Aidilfitri we are still eligeble and available to celebrating Aidilfitri together again. Thanks Allah.


Saturday, 27 July 2013

Salam Ramadhan.

Salam Ramadhan Al-mubarak, 18 Ramadhan 1434 H, with 27 July 2013 M,
Well after more than half a month already, we in the month of fasting.
With all the patience and tolerance to encounter hunger and thirst.
May all our charity and worship please by Allah.
God bless Us...!









Monday, 3 June 2013

Last 14 may are my birthday... 
No celebration at all. Well im going to 3 series this year. 
Sadly i was infected with denggue and was admitted to Pantai Hospital Medical Centre at Bangsar. Six days in hospital was  make me lost 5 kg. 

Arghhh... I was struggle to gain my weight to 60 kg, after lost 5 kg, Left 55 kg only.. Oh...!!!
So hard to gain 1 week only can lost. 

So now starting to gain my weight again. Planning all my plan again. Doing so many jobs are not good, because it course you a time untill dont have a time to do my own things. So lets arrange all back and settle all things fast. 

Well , google got wish me a happy birthday.




Thursday, 30 May 2013

OMG..... !!! OMG....!!! OMG....!!! 
What happen to my blog... Why all the draft not published.? 
Oh.... please... Im forget ... no, Im long time dont have a time to write. Im so busy, 
So busy.. So busy... So busy...

Please... Please.... Please.... Let the draft published...!
Please... Please.... Please.... Let the draft published..! 

Ok, lets let the draft published...!


Friday, 15 March 2013

Rakyat Malaysia Boleh Menghulurkan Bantuan Untuk TABUNG AMAL WIRA LAHAD DATU di MYDIN

RAKYAT MALAYSIA BOLEH MENGHULURKAN BANTUAN UNTUK TABUNG AMAL WIRA LAHAD DATU DI MYDIN 

MYDIN telah menggerakkan Tabung Amal Wira Lahad Datu untuk semua pelanggan-pelanggannya dan juga Rakyat Malaysia untuk membantu perwira-perwira Negara yang berjuang mempertahankan Negara semenjak Negara dilanda pencerobohan oleh Kerajaan Sulu dari selatan Filipina. 

Tabung ini telah bermula semenjak 5 Mac 2013 yang lalu dimulai dari Cawangan MYDIN Subang Jaya . 

Usaha ini telah dilanjutkan lagi kepada 37 buah rangkaian cawangan MYDIN yang lain iaitu 11 Cawangan Pasar Raya Besar (Hypermarkets), 18 Cawangan Emporiums, 3 Cawangan Bazaar dan 5 Cawangan MYDIN Mart di seluruh Negara. 

Pengarah Urusan MYDIN, Datuk Wira (Dr.) Hj Ameer Ali telah mencetuskan inisiatif ini dengan meletakkan Tabung Amal Lahad Datu di dalam kawasan pasar raya MYDIN untuk memberi pendedahan dan peluang kepada orang ramai yang ingin menyalurkan bantuan kepada krisis yang sedang berlaku di Lahad Datu Sabah. 

Kewujudan Tabung ini juga menyalurkan inisiatif MYDIN kepada Negara Malaysia terhadap tanggungjawab dan respons ke atas krisis yang sedang berlaku di Lahad Datu oleh pengganas yang cuba membuat kekacauan di Negara Malaysia yang aman damai ini. 

Menurut Datuk Wira (Dr.) Hj Ameer Ali Mydin, “tragedi ini adalah saat yang menyedihkan di dalam sejarah Negara Malaysia, dan semua Rakyat Malaysia perlu bersatu dan memberi penghormatan dan kepada pejuang-pejuang yang telah berjuang demi kedaulatan Negara.” 

“Kita patut berdoa untuk keselamatan Negara secara keseluruhan” 

Semoga usaha yang dimulakan di Pasar Raya MYDIN ini akan memberi inspirasi dan respons positif dari semua pihak. MYDIN juga menyeru dan mengalu-alukan sumbangan dan bantuan dari semua pihak sama ada individu dan korporat. Setiap sen sumbangan yang diberikan adalah besar ertinya anggota-anggota Perwira Negara dan juga ahli keluarga yang telah terkorban ketika bertugas untuk Negara. 

Jumlah kutipan di MYDIN ini akan didermakan kepada Tabung Amal Wira Lahad Datu Media Prima.

Kakitangan MYDIN dan MyMydin bersama YBhg. Datin Hjh Siti Hawa Mohd menghulurkan sumbangan ke dalam Tabung Wira Lahad Datu di MYDIN USJ
 
Kakitangan MYDIN dan MyMYDIN bersama YBhg. Datin Hjh Siti Hawa Mohd memberi sokongan kepada Tabung Wira Lahad Datu di MYDIN USJ

YBhg. Datin Hjh Siti Hawa Mohd menghulurkan sumbangan ke dalam Tabung Wira Lahad Datu di MYDIN USJ

Friday, 8 March 2013

International Women's Day

Today is International Women's Day, 8 March....

This year theme for International Women’s Day, “A promise is a promise: Time for action to end violence against women” seeks to strengthen international community’s commitment to put an end to violence against women. 

Originally called International Working Women's Day, is marked on March 8 every year. Since in the early 1900's,International Women's Day has been observed with great expansion and turbulence in the industrialized world that saw booming population growth and the rise of radical ideologies. The focus of the celebrations is from general celebration of respect, appreciation and love towards women to a celebration for women's economic, political and social achievements.

In 1909 The Socialist Party of America declared the first International Woman's Day was observed across the United States on 28 February. Women continued to celebrate National Woman's Day on the last Sunday of February until 1913.

In 1910, a second International Conference of Working Women was held in Copenhagen. The conference of over 100 women from 17 countries, representing unions, socialist parties, working women's clubs, and including the first three women elected to the Finnish parliament, agreed with suggestion Clara Zetkin (Leader of the 'Women's Office' for the Social Democratic Party in Germany) that a celebration of International Woman's Day should be on the same day every year.

Following the decision agreed at Copenhagen in 1911, International Women's Day was honoured the first time in Australia, Denmark, Germany and Switzerland on 19 March. More than one million women and men attended International Women's Day rallies campaigning for women's rights to work, vote, be trained, to hold public office and end discrimination. However less than a week later on 25 March, the tragic 'Triangle Fire' in New York City took the lives of more than 140 working women, most of them Italian and Jewish immigrants. This disastrous event drew significant attention to working conditions and labour legislation in the United States that became a focus of subsequent International Women's Day events. 1911 also saw women's Bread & Roses campaign.

On the eve of World War (1913-1914) campaigning for peace, Russian women observed their first International Women's Day on the last Sunday in February 1913. In 1913 following discussions, International Women's Day was transferred to 8 March and this day has remained the global date for International Women's Day ever since. In 1914 further women across Europe held rallies to campaign against the war and to express women's solidarity. 

In 1918 - 1999, Since its birth in the socialist movement, International Women's Day has grown to become a global day of recognition and celebration across developed and developing countries alike. For decades, International Women's Day has grown from strength to strength annually. For many years the United Nations has held an annual International Women's Day conference to coordinate international efforts for women's rights and participation in social, political and economic processes. 1975 was designated as 'International Women's Year' by the United Nations. Women's organisations and governments around the world have also observed International Women's Day annually on 8 March by holding large-scale events that honour women's advancement and while diligently reminding of the continued vigilance and action required to ensure that women's equality is gained and maintained in all aspects of life. 

2000 and beyond, International Women's Day is now an official holiday in Afghanistan, Armenia, Azerbaijan, Belarus, Burkina Faso, Cambodia, China (for women only), Cuba, Georgia, Guinea-Bissau, Eritrea, Kazakhstan, Kyrgyzstan, Laos, Madagascar (for women only), Moldova, Mongolia, Montenegro, Nepal (for women only), Russia, Tajikistan, Turkmenistan, Uganda, Ukraine, Uzbekistan, Vietnam and Zambia. The tradition sees men honouring their mothers, wives, girlfriends, colleagues with flowers and small gifts. In some countries International Women's Day has the equivalent status of Mother's Day where children give small presents to their mothers and grandmothers. 

Annually on 8 March, thousands of events are held throughout the world to inspire women and celebrate achievements. A global web of rich and diverse local activity connects women from all around the world ranging from political rallies, business conferences, government activities and networking events through to local women's craft markets, theatrics performances, fashion parades and more. Many global corporations have also started to more actively support International Women's Day by running their own internal events and through supporting external ones. 

So make a difference, think globally and act locally! Make everyday is International Women's Day. Do your bit to ensure that the future for girls is bright, equal, safe and rewarding. We all Love Women's... 






Thursday, 14 February 2013

Monday, 11 February 2013

Habibi & Ainun Film, A very sad story...!


I was watch this movie on January 2013, my last visit to Jakarta, Indonesia. Its very sad story until all person in my row crying as i notice maybe all in cinema are crying. If not sure they have touch on their heart a bit. 

My show as at Anggerik Mall, XXI Cinema,  Mal Taman Anggerik it.4 Jl. S.Parman, West Jakarta. Very near to Central Park and Mediterania Apartment. Tanjung Duren 1.

This is the teaser....

This is the ost...

This Film was starting release at cinema Indonesia from 20 December 2012, This film was an adaption from novel AINUN AND HABIBIE, writing by third President Republic of Indonesia, Bacharuddin Jusuf Habibie for his late wife, Hasri Ainun Habibie.  Starring by Reza Rahardian and Bunga Citra Lestari as a hero and heroin and others stars is Tio Pakusadewo, Ratna Riantiarno, Mike Lucock and Vita Mariana.

The Synopsis...
This is a story about what happens when you find something around your heart. The story of first love and last love. The story of the third President of Indonesia and the mother country. The story of Ainun and Habibie.

Rudy Habibie is an aircraft expert genius who has a big dream: to devote to the Indonesian people by making trucks fly to unify Indonesia. While Ainun was a smart young doctor with a career path wide open for him. In 1962, two junior colleagues met again in Bandung. Habibie fell in love with him instantly on Ainun a sweet sugar. But Ainun, he did not just fall in love, her faith in the vision and dream Habibie. They got married and flew to Germany.

Have dreams will never be easy. Ainun and Habibie knew it. Love the way they wake up to realize the dream. The cold snow German, sacrifice, pain, loneliness and temptations of wealth and power as they return to Indonesia accompany the journey of two lives into one. For Habibie, Ainun is everything. Ainun are eyes to see her. For Ainun, Habibie is everything, filling you in his life. But every story has a end, every dream has a limit. Then at one point, two soul mates realized; Are able to continue their love will last forever?




Sunday, 10 February 2013

New Year Wishes Around the World

New Year Wishes Around the World

New Year's Day, or January 1, is the first day of the year and is an occasion that witnesses the biggest annual celebration across all countries of the world. It is the time when we ring out the old year and welcome the present year with open arms, with eyes filled with new dreams and hearts replete with new expectations.


Chinese - Xin Nian Kuai Le

Arabic - Kul 'am wa antum bikhair

French - Bonne Annee

Afgani - Saale Nao Mubbarak

Afrikaans - Gelukkige nuwe jaar

Bengali - Shuvo Nabo Barsho

Cambodian - Soursdey Chhnam Tmei

Czech - Šťastný Nový rok (or Stastny Novy rok)

Denish - Godt Nytår

Dutch - GELUKKIG NIEUWJAAR!

Eskimo - Kiortame pivdluaritlo

Esperanto - Felican Novan Jaron

German - Prosit Neujahr

Greek - Kenourios Chronos

Hawaiian - Hauoli Makahiki Hou

Hindi - Naye Varsha Ki Shubhkamanyen

Hong kong - (Cantonese) Sun Leen Fai Lok

Indonesian - Selamat Tahun Baru

Italian - Felice anno nuovo

Japan - Akimashite Omedetto Gozaimasu

Korea - Saehae Bock Mani ba deu sei yo!

Spanish - Feliz Ano ~Nuevo

Vietnamese - Chuc Mung Tan Nien

I wish is not only Happy New Year, also hope all people can change their life to a Very good life with a new faithfulness..

I've found Something Same with My Name

Last time.... I surfing internet, then i found something. u know what? ... its a vacuum .. then the name is same like my name... 
HETTY VACUUM CLEANER

Waahhh so cute, i dont believe it.... But what ever... at least the 'vacuum' is so cute..










WWW.google.com Snake Game..!

Wow.... Awesome... ! Google website today make a game snake as their front page or welcome page. This is because of today is Chinese Lunar New Year. The Year of Snake.

I've playing around, long time didn't play this snake game. Fun..! So.. lets play...!