Good Morning again Kelantan

Food are seriusly delicious here when we have a rice lunch at morning time..... Stomuch full .
Nasi Dagang for breakfast., Nasi kerabu for lunch and Dinner Tomyum Rusa... 
Tempting....

Selamat Hari Malaysia....

Happy Malaysia Day everyone...
Thanks To everybody that still make our Malaysia peace and full with happiness...

Mission 1 - To Find a 'Buah Mentega'

Verry long time didnt saw this fruit.
Its called Buah Mentega. Last time i have the tree at my hometown.
My childhood, thats is the fruit that I love it so much.
After the tree die, I was looking around and finding around for this fruit.
Cant even saw the leaf.

Until this morning, I accidently saw it at Pasar Siti Khadijah, Kelantan.
From far I know that is 'Buah Mentega'.
Sadly I go for having my breakfast first and want to come back after finish. And sadly also I cant find it anymore....
Waaaaaaa.... Frust..! FRUST...,!

SAD... SAD.... SAD....

Check In - Selamat Pagi Kota Bharu.

After 1 week, now im back at Kota Bharu....
Mission start..!
Pray hard,

Wednesday Blog 60 = Laksa VS Maggie

Wednesday Blog 59 - Welcome Light

How If... ? My Black Hair Change To Purple...?

Ever dream to colour your hair.? No, I like black.. 

Na... ! Na...! Na...! 
Lets try colour my hair become purple.. 
Or.... 
How about blonde? 
Green? Red?
.... 
Hemmm... Ok I will try to volour my hair. 
Lets see.. !

Missing in the Darkness... Part 2

Andai saja kau masih sendiri
Ku akan jadi bagian hidupmu
Karena aku pun kini sendiri
Sendiri
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.Net
Yang sesungguhnya kau telah berdua
Bahagia dengan dirinya
Aku hanya bisa bersedih
Bersedih

Andai saja aku jadi milikmu
Andai saja kau pun mencintaiku
Ku kan akhiri kesendirianku
Ini

Yang sesungguhnya kau telah berdua
Bahagia dengan dirinya
Aku hanya bisa bersedih
Bersedih

Andai saja aku jadi milikmu
Andai saja kau pun mencintaiku
Ku kan akhiri kesendirianku
Ini

Andai saja kamu putus dengannya
Andai saja kau akhiri dengannya
Ku kan gantikan dirinya untukmu
Jadi kekasihmu

Andai saja aku masih sendiri
Andai saja aku mencintaimu
Ku kan gantikan dirinya untukmu
Jadi kekasihmu

The song lyrics from Anima Band title Andai Saja,  This is Killer song that I'm willing to give to him, Its so meaning to me. I wish to have him in my arm, 

I wish to hold him,

 I wish to stay beside him.

But I know this is the impossible things to happen. Its really miracle if happen to me. Maybe in fantasy not a reality.

And if its happen, there will a bunch of problem, matter and risk will come. Always coming to me from many side, 

People will say without seeing,

People will judge without knowing anything..

People only know that I'm the Mistakes, without knowing that the true of the situations.

People will continue treating without any bored feeling..

People is ...

People ...

Loving in the Darkness..

I'm trying to carry my heart away and away...
But I cant...
Its stuck at the middle of feeling and belief..
My feeling is LOVE...
My belief is SUFFER...

I trust my feeling but I scared of my belief..
Its gonna killing me..

LOVE, 
Can't you stay away... 

LOVE,
Cant you disappear from my world.?

I LOVE YOU, 
My belief, Please go away..
Left me with my feeling here. 

My feeling,
Please become my mate in any situations. 

Missing in the darkness... Part 1

Kasih...

Kasih bila air mata
Jatuh berderai membasah pipi
Katakanlah padaku
Sebelum mengering
Ku hapus lukamu

Kasih janganlah bersedih
Bila impian tak seindah kenyataan
cinta tak kan terwujud, dengan air mata
Tanpa pengorbanan

Dan biarlah cinta kasih kita
Bersemi sepanjang hari
Secerah matahari yang bersinar
Hidup pun akan terasa lebih hidup

Song lyrics from Amy Mastura was in mind just now... I realized that the happiest we have the suffer we get... What we need is SACRIFICE to stay in that line happily ever after forever and ever. With sacrifice only you can stay calm and stand at your position without any wind, rain and flood. 

Its a fate? 

No, because we can change what we need tomorrow, get your heart to get it and action to do it. Don't ever only stay in your position now because someday you will left behind what you carry now. 

Then only you realized that yesterday its just a memory, Today is reality and tomorrow is fantasy.

Wednesday Blog 58 - With Angelina Jolie